One week ago I was watching a new husband and wife take their first dance on a summer evening in Montana. It was a perfect, the sun was setting and casting a glow on the Bridgers and I was getting sad that I had to board a plane to return to reality in the morning.
My week vacation had gone slowly and fast at the same time...is that possible? For the bulk of my trip I hung out with Mom and Dad, which was great...helping mom with laundry, dinner, quilting...just trying to make hobbling around on crutches a bit easier on her...golfing with Dad...and yep, I beat him. :-)
Being at home this time was different from all my past trips, though. I
haven't quite been able to put my finger on it, but I definitely
realized that I want to have Aaron along with me...to go hiking,
camping, swimming...whatever. The parent hang out time was great, but for the first time I felt very lonely while I was there. I have some very good friends still in Bozeman, but we all have different schedules, vacations planned, etc. and I ended up with a lot of time to hang out by myself. This time I really noticed how few faces I recognized around town, how many new stores and restaurants have opened that I've never been to. It's weird to come to the realization that the place you spent 25 years of your life didn't feel like a comfortable place anymore. I have a feeling that if we moved back, it would feel like home in no time, but this feeling I had was new and weird.
The funny thing is that everything else was so familiar and comfortable...sitting on the deck watching the rain fall from afternoon thunderstorms, hiking to the "m", the smell of the mountains and the fresh rain, so many things that I love and miss...such a weird mess of feelings.
I've now settled back into the routine in Seattle...wishing that I could pick up Aaron on Wednesday and go on another Montana vacation with him...
Here are some pics from Bozeman...
Golfing with Dad
MacKenzie River Pizza
Wildflowers